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kadang kadang there’s a say saying that don’t be too seronok cause they’ll just be a time that you will then feel devastated.

no wonder.

yesterday i was full with joy. happiness. till i said that i honestly love our department.

but today.

i felt so scared. i felt so sad on whats happening in our dept.

i felt like finding a new place.

 

joy.

bundle of joy.

yes.

just last saturday. i met up with the president. i was happy. i like it.

today. monday. supposed to be monday blues. but i so like it. its not monday blues. well so far.

went out with my friend. hanya keluar kosong. but its the friend yang count. i like it.

my office buat belated birthday party. saya sangat terharu ok. thank for the lovely cake and pressie. i like it.

went out for lunch with another friend. masa yang suntuk. ehehe. mereka jealous sama kita. but i still like it.

met up with my boss. for my annual review. everything went well. she said im fine. and so far im ok here.  i like it.

anything else yang boleh make me happy today. 23rd of november?

i just simply like it.

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one thing yang kacau my mind sekarang. two of my close friends. bergaduh. and im in the middle. mmm. kalau ikut susunan bilik pun, mmg i in the middle. lepak sana, sini terasa. lepak sana, sini terasa. but the thing is. anda semua sudah dewasa lah. haihh ~ malas kata lebih. sebab saya sangat happy today.

 

?

terasa sangat busy sekarang. busy teramat. fb pun bukak tak bukak. email pun dah berzaman baru nak balas..uhuhu.. but still got time nak berblog eh. =)

training. countless training. workshops. notes. meetings. ahhh.. i thought bila dah end of the year, keje makin sikit. but noooo. sangat lah tidak cukup masa i think. plus i’m taking nearly 2.5 weeks off. mana la nak sempat nak siapkan everything before masuk tahun baru. uhuhuh.

on the other hand. i got my schedule for next term. working 15hrs per week. again. arghhhh.

 

:)

“Everything was supposed to be done in August. Sorry for the little late-ness. But it’s OK I guess.. Welcome to the family.”

nothing beats this feeling right now.

 

 

:)

i wish my self good luck! and hope for the best. i’m crossing fingers. ahaha.

and yaheyy. my half-way joy-ness dah nak jadi 3/4 joy.. hopefully dia akan jadi full flesh one big zappy of joy soon!

kita kenalah gembira walau byk dugaan in life kan?

 

grr.

education is important. so that you won’t think or act as a p!9.

enough said.

shame of you.

 

–

there’s a reason for you to study and work in a computing department. if you can’t take the logic. please go and act like one (at least).

gosh.

 

:(

i’ve heard some rumors about our department.  i just got back today, this morning. and banyak sekali news yang sedih. i’ll be devastated kalau sungguh ianya happen. i’ll be sad. i don’t think i can even accept it. i just wish.. semuanya salah. that kami akan ’selamat’. at least buat masa sekarang. i can’t afford to take any.. anything.. i’ll just be sad kalau sungguh ianya jadi…

i wonder. kalau la sungguh u’re so called orang besar. kenapa lah anda tidak berfikir sebelum buat keputusan. kenapa?

and sharon’s leaving to subang. and all my files are still with her. i dont know about my status here. i’m yet to be confirm. well half-ly i am. but the other half. i just cant say it yet.. why is this happening to me..

and another thing. amir also halfway leaving this dec..

why semua harus diberitahu today..

 

25. i am.

birthday wish.

thank you dear family and friends. for all the wishes and prayers. look forward for another great year ahead! i love you all!

1. hooda

2. rock head (i honestly dont know who. )

3. harith

4. william

5. aila

6. shasha

7. shakey

8. amir

9. kavitha

10. ariffuddin

11. amy

12. family

13. kak dida

14. aunty k

15. kak saz

16. atie

17. arifin

18. wan

19. sabrina

20. amy

21. fadh

22. amir

23. alin

24.  mizah

25. harprith

26. hana

27. sofiah

28. anis syakirah

29. hani

30. kak yanti

31. nina

32. abg madi

33. mawar

34. awin

35. din

36. ming

37. roshinee

38. kamarul

39. intan

40. ana

41. sara

42. maz

43. man

44. suffian

46. nano

47. huda senah

48. yih feng

49. mila

50. neena

51. priya

52. mimi

53. nathan

54. desiree

55. kak kay

56. ir

57. barn buddy! ahaha

not too bad eh. yes aila. i saja ikut u! first time in 25 years i buat list

dah belated.

58. mohana

59. zakiah

60. kak shima

61. eika

62. kak tini

 

:)

alhamdulillah.

after getting news that could tear my heart. that made me felt sad. that made me left heartbroken.

i finally got a news that at least could cheer me up.

i dont blame the management. mungkin benar dunia pekerjaan sebegini. mungkin juga kita kena banyak bersabar.

i read the lines. like 3 times. then i come to understand it. bagai tak percaya.

alhamdulillah.